We are such a RICH nation??

I don't know about others.. but I personally feel.. mcm makan hari2 terlebih cukup..
Tp do I realize kat luar sana ramai lagi yg kebuluran??
Kalau beli nasi bungkus, rasa mcm nasi terlebih byk.. tak terdaya nak habiskan..
but do i realize ramai lg yg bagi mereka setiap butir nasi begitu bermakna?
Kalau tengok tong sampah rumah, makanan yg berlebih terbuang macam tu je..
Sedangkan ramai yg korek sampah demi untuk sesuap rezeqi
But sometimes I don't know what can I do
sebab bila beli nasi ayam, mesti amount yg org kedai bagi dah fixed
nak minta kurang pun tak boleh.. kalau tak beli langsung, tak makan pulak
kan lg bagus masak sniri je kat rumah
boleh estimate banyak mana nak masak and banyak mana nak makan
i am overtly sensitive pasal makanan terbuang nih..
sebab i do realize ramai lg yang tidak kecukupan..
ramai yg nak pastikan dapur berasap pun... susah hati dan bekerja keras banting tulang
sedangkan most of us doesn't even realize duit yg mengalir deras mcm air sungai
isu bukan lagi ada makanan atau tak..
tp tarik muka and kutuk makanan tak sedap pulak..
astaghfirullah..
i really feel sad, i do feel touched.. sebab i realize how extremely ungrateful i am with what i have
and how very seldom i say Alhamdulillah with His bounty
mana perginya sifat kehambaan ye? entahla..
kita hamba tp sombongnya kita..

sanggup tak makan nasi dgn garam je takde lauk lain? or sanggup tak mkn roti kosong je hari hari? sanggup tak tahan nafsu whenever we feel like eating something delicious and luxurious? sanggup ke? SANGGUP KE?? then will only we know kesusahan org lain

I am writing this in front of sebungkus nasi ayam boxing yg dpt waktu iftar tadi, and I do know where this nasi ayam will end.. definitely not in my stomach..(or i'll be needing gastrectomy after this!)  but in the dustbin outside my room. how very sad