I dont write much because I start to write in a private blog. (By the word private, it is not even accessible to abang hehe)I write this because I have nothing better to do...for the time being... I write this because it is abang's suggestion.. I write this because abang is sleeping soundly.. and I guess the only purpose of his suggestion is to avoid having me pestering his sleep.. He is having a transformation of diurnal-nocturnal bedtime.. staying up in the night to study, perform his Subuh and sleep aferward. Seriously I have nothing to do other than to spend my time with him here.. My life is not in Jordan.. I can't go out anytime I like because I am simply at a severe loss without abang, I don't have leisure activities here, because I think the Jordanians don't bother having any leisure activity probably.
I remember when I asked abang one day, "Abang, is there any park around where we can jog or take a walk? I'm feeling sick of walking along syari' jamiah staring at the shops"
Abang laughed. "Ni bukan Malaysia, sayang"
"Abang, kat sini ada swimming pool for ladies tak?"
"Entahlah, abang pun tak tahu"
"Abang, jom keluar. Boring la duduk dalam rumah je."
"Ok, ayang pilih nak g mana. Irbid Mall, Arabella Mall?"
"Em takpelah, kita duduk rumah je lah..."
Suffocation. I wonder do the Jordanians ever think of having a place to relax and enjoy the beauties of Allah's creations?
The best thing that I can think of now is to have a nice picnic by the lakeside of JUST -ahakss- or take a walk in Yarmouk university while pretending that the colourful rubbishes in their gardens are variants of flowers.
Jordan is such a congested place..with buildings, decorated by dust. It is in the dessert, no wonder the dusts.
Now I can just imagine if I ask abang, "Abang jom kita g laut" he'll answer "Jom, tapi laut matilah" or "Ada tempat lain tak?" "Petra" and I will definitely sheepishly answer back "Hmm takpelah...." hehe
The other day we went to the ******* clinic as abang had to take his 3rd hepatitis injection. We then proceeded to the dentist hehe (I mentioned before that Abang had gingivitis, he was then diagnosed with pericoronitis). But I shouldn't elaborate more on the dental part..as abang will surely ban me from blogging should I do that (hint: I got the experience of bringing my son to the dentist in the future- urging mommy to cancel the appointment!!) but it was not a wonderful experience in the clinic either. Imagine that we were told to go from 1 room to another, just like playing a game of passing ball!!! Just to get the injection. Finally after shifting for approximately 10 times probably between 4 rooms located in 3 different levels, abang started to raise his voice in frustration. Finally we went to the pharmacy (in the level 2 of the clinic), given a vial of Hepatitis B vaccine and told to bring it to ground floor to get the injection. I might as well said, "Give me a syringe and a needle and let me inject it to my husband myself"
Worst was when we went to the pharmacy.. the pharmacist wearing a white coat, sat a table, with a cup of caffeine-loaded coffee (I'm trying to picture a very irritating scenario huh), SMOKING!!! It was no different from a pantry or in a congested reataurant of a bed-and breakfast cheap inn full of long-distance truck drivers you know (not that I'm condemning truck drivers) Disposing the smoke to the shelves of medications! Not that I'm saying that it will affect the medication in anyway... but please at least behave in front of the patients!!! I started to be annoyed but abang said "This is Jordan"
Enough of the rumbling hehe... well maybe it's time to 'wake' him up.. :p Kesian pulak tgk dia lena.. I wonder apalah yg dia slalu buat malam2 while I'm fast asleep. 2 days ago, when I woke up..bergelimpangan bangkai lipas di dapur.. rupa2nya dia buat operasi membasmi lipas. Hari ni ternampak selonggok habuk and a nearby broomstick..dia menyapu dapur pulak tgh2 malam hehe. Abang, I know what you did last night!