It's now 1:46pm. I'm trying to push a plate of Nasi Briyani down my gut though I'm sure they prefer to move upward and outward in a regurgitation mode. Abang has boarded the plane for almost 2 hours. May Allah ease his journey, and arrive safely in Jordan. Me? I'm trying to adapt to being single again, as well as pushing away all the thoughts of him. It isn't easy as it sounds. After the return from KLIA, I thought of doing some spring cleaning in our bedroom, but somehow the body scent that he left behind was so overwhelming that it was impossible to continue on. It's the nice smell that my olfactory system perceived each time I kissed him. Uhh I can't wait to return to my old dim cubicle in Kuantan, and my old routine so as to put a definite stop to the tears. Well it won't be long InsyaAllah before I can meet him again. As for now, I have such a heavy workload to be completed, rather than brooding. And to my beloved Abang, be an excellent medical student, and an excellent student of life! I love you MUCCCHHHH!!