1.5 day to go

Approximately 36 hours to go before the actual professional exam.... and what do I feel? I miss my little man damn much!!!!!!!!!! Owh he's in Kuantan btw ^_^ but I am 'camping' in the campus for the time being (name it, anywhere in the campus- mahallah, surau cf, surau KOM, library) from early morning to late night everyday, trying to pretend that I've done my best probably huuu. Ameer Faheem stays at home with his aunt :)

Yesterday he turned 4 months, his weight is not that satisfying.. 7kg, 65cm Alhamdulillah ala kulli hal. Now I've started thinking of giving him complementary food, but Ameer Faheem please wait till mummy is all done with the exam ok :) This morning Ameer Faheem made a new achievement, he managed to move forward in his walker! And guess what. He tried to climb out of his walker when he saw a bowl on a small table with sambal in it, believing that he could reach it perhaps.. He get excited when he is in a situation with many people (eg when we went to pasar malam or when we attended a wedding reception), he really talks much, he keeps staring and staring at people hoping that they will greet him, and when they actually greet him, he will reply with a broad smile (at times it looks like a sheepish grin haha) and start a conversation! (he actually did that in the clinic huhuuu. Now I really try to imagine my future household with 2 talkative men! The dad and the son huhuuu. Instead of my usual line of "Abang, abang ni cakap banyak sangat..." I probably need to say this in the future "Ameer faheem, can you and daddy talk in a room, and don't forget to keep the door shut ok" :p Oh well that's a joke, I do enjoy having them around, sincerely!!

Well final exam, final exam, final exam, how I hope this will be the final of my MBBS.. everybody is hoping for the same thing I'm sure. Truthfully Ive tried my best, and of course I've to thank hana who goes through this with me (I just can't imagine studying alone, I'll end up sleeping, smsing abang, playing with Faheem etc huu). And a quote from a dear friend Iman, "Only 5 days left Maryam, do study like mad, and let Allah takes care of the rest!" really motivates me. Most of the times, I really don't care of the outcome. Ok I'm a person who enjoys studying and making notes I guess (no matter how weird that sounds) but seriously this time around I really want to pass and be with Abang huuu. But Allah knows best of course :) So try hard, pray to Allah, and finally I'm ready to place my tawakkal in him InsyaAllah :)