FOR SALE

I want to sell my fridge and bed in view of my graduation in a short while INSYAALLAH.

Umur fridge + katil ni 1.5 tahun. Harga? Boleh dirunding (but I expect it will be very cheap :D)

Transportation not provided. Interested? Contact me at 0139144638

In the middle of the night...

It's 3am, and I'm currently a refugee in K.Ashiah's house.. It started with few loud explosions at around 12.30am.. I peeked out of the window.. Then the lights started to blink on and off (It was not a visual hallucination). I jumped into a long sleeve caftan and put on my tudung. The heart started to beat fast. Then I heard voices (it was not an auditory hallucination). I peeked out again. People were gathering outside. I opened the door and smelled something burning (it was not an olfacory hallucination). This time around I couldn't stay calm. I took a bag, threw all my medical notes (luckily they're scanty) into it, took my money which i hid in some part of the house, grabbed my handbag and the car keys, my laptop & Wani's and put them beside the door. Suddenly few seconds later, somebody yelled "Ayah, api!" Ok, that was it. I practically threw the things into the car. Go in again, took Faheem's pampers & milk, grabbed Faheem, ran into the car, started the engine and drove off for safety. Hahaha it was damn funny. Neighbours (typical malay) were gathering near a big electric cable near my house, which gave away electric sparks, dripping onto the ground like water dripping from a tap.. What?? I almost yelled, RUN FOR YOUR SAFETY! and yet they were watching me as if "What is this lady trying to do, bringing her son out in the middle of the night?" I called abang, trying to explain (and I knew he kinda perceived it as a delusion, and tried to make sense of my fairytale story haha). I didn't knew where to go, Faheem has started crying for his milk.. and finally a good samaritan (Kak Ashiah) answered my call for help :p And here I am.. People started moving out their cars later, and TNB arrived in a short while.. But 1 thing I know, if an emergnecy happens, the things that I will take with me: 1. Faheem 2. My medical notes & laptop 3. Faheem's pampers & milk (the things which I can't do without) 4. My handbag (which contain important docs) & money Huuuuu

Faheem demam huu :(

Baru nak update blog, sementara wani tinggalkan modem, suddenly Faheem menangis macam kena derai alahai (sambil buat muka cebik tahap super saiya).. :p We just got back from Johor, an educational trip to Hospital Permai. Faheem demam, for the second time. Last time abang was around (when he was warded in PPUM), but now I'm alone in handling him. I learn new things. I learn to worry of his condition, I learn the difficulty in making him swallow his medicine huu, and I learn that sleep is actually a luxury for a mummy hehe.. and I take a day off because I am not feeling well myself huu. Probably the long journey was too much for him, but my dear Faheem, our coming trip to Jordan will be much much much longer and tiring huhuu. Arrived at around 11pm yesterday and was hoping to get a good night sleep and wake up fresh the next day. But Faheem cried almost the whole night, he was irritable. Tak sampai hati tengok dia menangis, maka akan dukung dia. Really if I am not careful enough I will end up spoiling my little boy huu. If things get out of control, I usually will sms abang and say something like "Abang, Faheem asyik nangis je. Bukan dia lapar pun. Ayang nak tido" eventhough I knew there's nothing that abang could do. Nope, I was wrong. Abang reminded me of our responsibility as a parent.. terinsaf sekejap huu. since yesterday Ameer Faheem refuses his milk. Well he actually drank a quarter of the normal daily amount (40oz/day). I am worried and keep offering him his milk. Alhamdulillah so far he has drank 18oz till 5pm :) I brought him to a clinic and had to pay RM30 for a small bottle of nasal decongestant!!! Mencekik darah betul huuu :( In the clinic I met a friendly kakak who is pregnant with her 5th child. she said "Nanti awak akan jumpa macam2 penyakit kat anak2 ni. Memang macam2. Akak dah pengalaman anak lima." I replied "Memang pun, macam mak saya. Dah jadi doktor pakar, nak prescribe ubat pun dah terror hehe" Hari ni Faheem buat aksi ntahape2 which is.. aksi senyum malu2 kat auntie wani haha. senyum malu meow meow (wani, 2011) ehemm dah pandai ngade la faheem ni hehe! Avolition: no motivation/ drive to do anything. Well that's me for now I guess :( Dah malas nak baca buku, nak g jordan jumpa abang, and nak ganti tido and I want to be away away away from Kuantan for the whole of my life huuu