Allah kan ada :)

umur shaklee saya masih belum sebulan, tapi saya rasa seperti dah lamaaa sangat bershaklee. mungkin faktor ukhuwah begitu banyak menyumbang. terasa seperti dah lama kenal, dan terasa macam kawan rapat. betullah apa orang kata, bila impian kita sama, hati pun bagai bertaut.

sibuk benar saya dengan jadual seharian, kadang sampai terlupa untuk makan. memang sendiri dah perasan, nampak macam semakin kurus. hari ni cuba timbang di klinik, rupa-rupanya dah 1kg saya hilang dlm tempoh sebulan. jangan tanya saya bagaimana untuk kurus, kerana saya sendiri bertanya pada orang lain bagaimana untuk gemuk! saya tak pernah ada masalah terlebih berat badan, tetapi pernah terlalu kurus sehingga tinggal tulang dan kulit sahaja. kalaulah ada sesuatu yang boleh saya buat untuk menggembirakan abang, sesuatu itu tentulah menambah berat dan isi!

semalam dimarahi ummi sebab melengahkan makan malam. itupun saya jamah beberapa suap nasi dengan ikan goreng lebihan ameer faheem. cuba juga untuk habiskan segelas koktel tapi banyak berbaki. mungkin Allah tarik nikmat rasa, moga hanya sementara. ummi baru nak gembira melihat saya mengambil vitamin secara konsisten, sebab sebelum ini terlalu sibuk bekerja, sempat bancuh esp je. 2 topik utama leteran ummi sejak azali yang dah lali telinga mendengar, "kamu makan sikit sangat, kamu kena makan vitamin" kata-kata ummi tak pernah tak benar, tapi kadang kekangan masa dan kurangnya semangat membuat kita seperti tak mampu untuk endah. jaga kesihatan tu kewajipan!

kadang kita rasa lelah, siapa yang lihat. kadang kita rasa berduka, siapa pula yang tahu. kadang kita berendam air mata, kita selalu lupa bahawa Allah tak pernah lepa memerhatikan hamba-hambaNya..

Allah kan ada :)

cerita saya tentang breastfeeding

kita ni kalau nak apa2 mesti dengan ilmu. nak dunia dengan ilmu. nak akhirat pun dengan ilmu.

i gave birth approx 4 years ago. i was a student at that time. abangf was around alhamdulillah, jadi pom pom girl bersorak suruh push but he went back to jordan when faheem was 3  weeks old.

i was a medical student at that time, 4 months away from my professional exam; in which i would graduate if i pass. abang was in his 5th year and had another year to go before he can become a doctor. so i went back to kuantan with my mom. ummi took care of faheem when i attended lectures and clinical work in the hospital. i had 2 weeks of maternity leave and that was all. not more than that. berpantang tak uisah cerita, memang ke laut.

1 of the biggest challenge i faced at that time was breastfeeding. bila tinggalkan anak awal pagi, jumpa balik dah malam, in between i was busy and not able to pump out milk despite having a good breast pump, makan pun x menentu, kadang2 ada masa makan, tapi selalunya tak sempat. it didnt take long for milk production to stop. i took maxolone, domperidone, tell me i tried to keep the milk going. tapi bukan rezqi ameer faheem. ada orang kata kena minum air banyak, ada orang kata kena makan bubur kacang hijau, ada orang kata kena minum soya. macam2 lah petua. tapi kalau minum soya pun dlm kotak, bukan ada khasiat sangat, gula je lebih huu.

masa tu mana pernah dengar pasal produk shaklee tambah susu etc. i was naive. tp menyesal tu memang ada. cuna tanya inu2 yang tak banyak susu, tak dapat feed their baby, memang depress. menangis je memanjang. rasa macam a total failure at being a mother. from there i like to help mothers who really want to breastfeed their babies, because i understand what they are going through. bukan makan set banyak susu akan terus jadi supermom, banyak lagi ilmu lain kena tahu. cthnya milk supply and demand, complications that may arise etc.

when my lil sister gave birth to a handsome baby boy, i urged her to breastfeed. tapi dia kata takde susu. dahla housewife, memang rugi sangat2 kalau x exclusive breastfeed baby. awal2 memang takde susu, tapi kena hold on, relax and sabar, it will become better. so skrg dia mengandung the second one, mesti kena breastfeed! if only people know that no lab in the world can create
formula milk that is as superb as breastmilk, then they will do everything to ensure that their babies get only the best!

nothing comes easy in life, i always remember that. so is breastfeeding!
get help if u need one.

negativity

Alhamdulillah ive been with shaklee for the past 10days
and i learnt a lot during that time, ive started to get the hang of it.
Alhamdulillah that i was given a very caring upline who helped me a lot.

I really want to be serious in shaklee. Abang understands that, and he helps me in his own way. Now i dont have to urge him to take the vitamins, he eats them by himself hehe and prepare his own ESP.

Me? I am busy as always, juggling between work, locum and Shaklee. Ameer Faheem is now my new Murakkib haha, accompanying me to the shaklee HQ, COD shaklee products etc walaupun dia selalu tidur je dalam kereta.

Its true what most people say, we really have to get out of our cocoon, our comfort zone. Once i join shaklee, only i realize that i have to work hard to earn something, and doing business is not easy. Kadang2 rasa down bila sales x seberapa, tapi mujur ada kawan2 bagi semangat, ada senior yang sentiasa positive.  

abang and me, we dream of going back to kedah. alhamdulillah pembelian rumah dah selesai, yang tinggal adalah monthly loan payment yang bakal membuatkan kami miskin huhu. xpe rezqi Allah ada je sentiasa insyaAllah. aku dah berfikir2 nak renovate rumah serba sedikit, nak gunakan product shaklee for household cleaning  supaya rumah bersih and toxic free and safe for kids. you see i like shaklee products, then i sell and not the other way round. kalaupun xde org nak beli i will still buy them for my family, unless 1 day somebody can prove that is not safe for consumers. kalau ada rezqi nak plan of having another baby next year (as per abang request, not me huuu).

alih2 hari ni abang dapat surat penempatan- kelantan!!! adush kecewanya. kalau abang dpt kedah senang sket aku nak appeal g kedah, tp nmpknya makin sushlah urusan kami. tp xpe, aku ykn dgn kebolehan abg bab rayu merayu kat kkm ni hehe. tapi abang tanye pulak whether aku nk duk kelntan ke x sbb dia tringn nak buat neurosurg kat husm!! aaaaaaaa xnakkkkkk! 

haih hari ni emosi byk terganggu. lepastu abg oncall pulk... memang i am non productive again today.. suruh ameer faheem tdo n aku pun tdo jugk huhuu.